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Phew! finally Thursday. It's been a crazy week for me, I have been very emotional and sensitive. I don't really know why but sometimes I just feel alone. I think it might be because I miss so much my family, my friends, my country's delicious food and even the polluted and blackened air in Guayaquil, mi City.
Since I came to the united States(more than 6 years ago...) is been really hard for me to find a friend, specially because I am a very timid person, I know, I know; you guys might be thinking "How come you do videos, if you are so timid?" "You don't seem timid at all" and the thing is really simple, I do the videos only when I am alone in my house and is fun because I am usually talking to myself, (like usual) so it's me and myself trying to do those crazy videos. If you think about it, doing tutorials is pretty simple because there is nobody around you to bother, and you are super concentrated doing your makeup, is as if you are alone in the entire world.
Now I loooooove to do my videos, because I have learned a lot from all the requests you guys have asked me to do and also because I love to help all my girls with this tutorials, but once in a while I do get lonely. I miss so much being in touch with my friends, going out for a cup of coffee, hug them, talk and talk for ours and of course doing their makeup, and is very sad because here in this town I only have my husband(that frequently is very tired to chat, he works like a donkey!!!) and a couple of friends that are super busy as well, so I am practically alone, with all this crazy feelings inside me. And that is why sometimes I get frustrated and deeply emotional.
Phew! finally Thursday. It's been a crazy week for me, I have been very emotional and sensitive. I don't really know why but sometimes I just feel alone. I think it might be because I miss so much my family, my friends, my country's delicious food and even the polluted and blackened air in Guayaquil, mi City.
Since I came to the united States(more than 6 years ago...) is been really hard for me to find a friend, specially because I am a very timid person, I know, I know; you guys might be thinking "How come you do videos, if you are so timid?" "You don't seem timid at all" and the thing is really simple, I do the videos only when I am alone in my house and is fun because I am usually talking to myself, (like usual) so it's me and myself trying to do those crazy videos. If you think about it, doing tutorials is pretty simple because there is nobody around you to bother, and you are super concentrated doing your makeup, is as if you are alone in the entire world.
Now I loooooove to do my videos, because I have learned a lot from all the requests you guys have asked me to do and also because I love to help all my girls with this tutorials, but once in a while I do get lonely. I miss so much being in touch with my friends, going out for a cup of coffee, hug them, talk and talk for ours and of course doing their makeup, and is very sad because here in this town I only have my husband(that frequently is very tired to chat, he works like a donkey!!!) and a couple of friends that are super busy as well, so I am practically alone, with all this crazy feelings inside me. And that is why sometimes I get frustrated and deeply emotional.
